Hey hi everyone !

      So here we meet again in this new post yeay ! *yeay or nay?* Haha okay whatever guys , whatever . Just a couple of days ago I updated this blog and I told you already right that I got addicted to this as well *weeee* 💕 Hahaha writing blog or blogging is now my TEMPORARY hobby 😌 Telling , sharing or gossiping anything that came across my mind hahaha . So here we go to my second random thought .

1.    Well I just finished my class just now and suddenly I feel like I'm outta my mood *IDK why*. Sometimes I hate being me because I can't even understand my ownself pretty well. How am I supposed to expect others can understand me ? Rell me how ? Why I can suddenly change my mood at instant time , I meant like 1 second ago I felt superb happy but now, the way round - superb damn freaking ........ I don't know how to describe what I feel right now. I love to be alone . But some of the time , I do feel like I need someone to be beside me as well . I'm a human . I never denied that I'm a really lonely person but I never blame the way I am because I know that what makes me feel comfortable with my own life . But once you enter in my life and I already suits myself with you inside my life , it's really hard for me to accept the fact that you left . So , whatever 💁🏻

2.     I am a really big fans of cat . I am an ailurophile. I could say that cats are much more prettier than humans . Why ? Because whenever I feel so done with life , the only thing that can make me smile again is seeing cats' pictures or videos instead of sharing shoulders with others . (Of course different people has different style) .Their cuteness never failed to cheer me up .  I did told to my friends that I want a cat for my hantaran . I want to adopt a cat of my own . This is freaking serious ! Hahaha

3.     I got my own theory of 'new relationship' based on what had happened on me . We all know that people that is was just in recent broke up is emotionally unstable . They feel despair , dumb , down , stupid and all those negative feelings surround and wrap them up . The indescribably feelings that haunted them somehow undeniably can make them lose hope to be in a new relationship . Right ? They are traumatized by their own feelings . So , when you go and come to their life , cheer them up , give motivations and make them feel alive again they will eventually  feel thankful for your existence in their life even though you just come to their life by some coincidence or unplanned/unexpected events that could make you become closer to them . They then started to seem flirted with you , saying sweet things and even do sweet things to you 😄 You then will feel appreciated and started to put a bit hope on them . It then will grows and become love . You fall in love ! At that stage then , everythiny they do will seems fine and mistakes will seem a forgive-able things for you to do for them . Do you even know how actually they feel for you ? It's really good if they tell you honestly how they feel about you but , in contrary they seems can't answer that question. Do you know why ? They actually are CONFUSED with what they feel for you ! It's not love that they feel but they are enjoy doing things on you . Remember , they're just broke up with their partner . We don't easily move on from sad events happened in our life . To heal internal bleed took times . You cannot put any medication to heal the broken heart . You need time to be fully move on and so , actually they are just doing things that impressed you to express their overload thankful for being there when they're really down . And while with you , they recover theirself from their own trauma . They feel better doing things on you . However , you can pretend like you are their special one but be careful ! They might not have the mutual feeling like how you feel . THEY ARE JUST CONFUSED WITH WHAT THEY FEEL ! Don't pass by the line .

Hahahahahaha okay IDK what else to share . So I stop here and see you soon ! 




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