Assalamualaikum pembuka bicara,

Sebagai tanda menghulur mesra,

Andainya rindu sudah ketara,

Janganlah tuan terus mendera,

Tak perlulah ditunggu ke Pulau Bidara,

Jika saya sudah lantang bersuara,

Apa kata teruskan membaca,

Jika suka katakan suka ,

Jika tidak bolehlah berambus *eh?*

KUIKUIKUI . PANTUN APEKAH ITU WAHAI SI DARA ?

Eceh. Tu opening jaa tu . Tak masuk lagi main story-mory dia .

Actually the topic today is ........ look above ah, don’t be so lazy *sepia is talking to herself* . Random thought part III though.

1)          First thing that actually has been disturbing me lately is .. I am missing someone . *who is that?*  Haaa. I’m gonna tell about ‘dia’ later when I see progress lah from ‘dia’. Honestly, I always  forgot muka dia but on contrary ‘dia’ always be someone that I wanna see everyday ! I’m telling you guys, I ALWAYS FORGOT ‘dia’ PUNYA FACE . Laugh la laugh . This is true . IDK why I feel like I really really miss ‘dia’ for NO REASON ! I don’t know why every time ‘dia’ near to me or I’m going to ‘dia’ I feel indescribably nervous that I couldn’t express it by words ! But when I see ‘dia’ really ah . ‘Dia’ punya serenity calmed everyone around ‘dia’ . OR WAS IT JUST ME THAT FEEL IN THAT WAY ? – you’re my kinda tranquillity that I need ciaciacia-  Let’s see what will happen next !

2)      Second thing is I’m gonna share something about the latest novel that I read recently which is ‘Will you love me?’ by Cathy Glass . I really recommend this novel to whoever that is currently finding good novel to read because why ? This novel is basically a novel of real story of urm .. ‘star-crossed’ kids or yeah , in the simple word is unfortunate kids *feel bad to say those words*. The story of this kid named Lucy is really heart-breaking . Since she was a baby she faced lots of life-difficulties . Growing up without dad and with the ‘unstable’ mom (her mom basically didn’t have good parental knowledge) and then was raised up by step daddy which was abusing her mentally and a bit physically , keep on changing the care-givers , she was then given to Cathy and being under her care who was finally became her own family . She finally met the family that she really wanted . I can’t believe how can an innocent kid was raised up in such way. Very depressing and inacceptable! You guys seriously, should read it . I swear, this novel is gonna break your heart too..  

To those who were just received book voucher , go find this really-heart-breaking novel !

3)      Third thing is .. I wonder why certain people could say anything that actually could make someone else build hopes on them but they feel nothing . *am I talking about myself right now?* - me is different case. I need people to approach me first without breaking my rules. Okay what I mean here is , you know those ‘cia cia cia’ thingy ? They’re actually pickuplines which are also mean they’re words that could make any soft-hearted people fell for it . If it doesn’t even mean anything and if it was a just joke then soft-hearted/naive peoples were just fell for your lies people! I was once in the situation where there was a guy always with the pickuplines while talking to me thus eventually making me hate all those ciaciacia things. At first of course I took it as a joke but I end up with have a one side love feelings.  I AM A SOFT-HEARTED KINDA PERSON so , words could make me fell. Urghh . It’s fun if it is in video/vine but It’d be infinity diverting thing if it is for real. So, to be concluding I really hate it when random people make pickuplines to me. I know what will happen next if they keep with ciaciacia thingy . urghh . I just need a real conversation thanks .

4) Next is (when I want to stop counting numbers) , I just want to share about a drink that I take at least once a week hahahaha which is ..... Yeayy presenting to you .... Nescafe Latte :

  I usually took this as my breakfast before going to class if I feel sleepy as hell ! Hahahaha . The reason why is, I'll feel energized after taking this and I won't get sleepy until night if I drink this so yeay ! One of thousands solution to avoid sleepy in the class . Thanks nescafe ! *the only nescafe that I like*

5) Okay promise , this is the last thing I wanna share for today which is .......  

I think I should stop delivering a boring discourse or orating things by now *orating hah aku bagi ambek kau* . Urghh I should have studying BIOLOGY GUYS ! aduhai . When life is all about study .... Okay bye cinta hati sayang mmuah . *kata sepia kepada keyboardnya*