Today the skies seems so into me
Neither so shining nor cloudy
Bringing serene covering the crestfallen in every broken-heart around
But here am I robustly writing again
This time I got story
Let's let the woebegone stay behind
And let the winsome comes in into our soul

Yesterday , you came to me
Choosing to sit beside me
Tickling me like I'm yours ever again
I saw how much you missed me in your eyes
The cannot-lie-eyes has been telling me how much you want me back
Surrounded by bizarre , my heart blistering shaking
I can feel the coldness surrounds me
Your cute smile never fade instead it gets bedazzling
And you also could see how much my heart got scratches because of you
But the absolution arose freshly in my face
The sad eyes of mine keep telling you 'it's okay'
But the truth , I never understand what does it feels like to tell you
Neither forgive you nor being 'okay' with what have you done
The internal self that I couldn't even understand

We went to a green field
Where we saw lots of couples delving together
We act like one
We sat with our back to back body facing each other
First person came and asked what do we do
Second person came and got surprised
Third person came clapping hands
Seemed like everyone had their own perception and discernment on us
But the truth happened between us only we know it
Such an obscure feelings if you can really feel it

I asked myself again , why do I hurt myself again ?
Glad that you only came in my dream
The dream that I've been waiting for
I don't know what brings you to me
You've gone and never will make a turn to me
And I never want you to do it either
The perfectly us that has been created shows that the head is heading towards the front
And so our life
 They must have to be in the same direction
Heading to the front move on with your life
Focus on what you are in
Repairing what is broken and improving what can be better

 Sigh again
I can't wait for the day the thought of what could have been no longer hurts
I can't wait for the day I don't compare every guy I meet to you
Because I pushed every guys away because they weren't you my heart doesn't feel like there's millions of pieces
I can't wait for the day  my happiness is no longer depends on you
I can't wait for the day where I can say 'I no longer in love with you'
And
I mean it .


#my thought

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