Hi everyone ! It’s been a while since I stop updating my entry , right?  Yeah, I’m not so in mood to write and I don’t have anything to share some more. Actually loads of thing though, hahahaha but you know.  I updated my blog when I feel to do so huhuhu.  So, first of all I’d like to wish Ramadan Kareem to all ! (Although we’re already in 21^st of Ramadan already) . Well actually lots of thing happened of course. Just I don’t really have guts, maybe, to share them here?  So today I decided to by hook or by crook to update my blog, no matter what happens! Okay now let’s see my chronology of my life throughout my Ramadan in MAHSA!

Okay, that’s all for today. YEAYY ! I’ve finished my list what-to-do for this week. Oh yes before I forget, it has been 21 days of fasting already yuhuu! And elhamdulillah, I’ve fully fasting so far. So actually, I wanna ask each of you to pray for me so that I can finish this whole holy Ramadan without breaking any single day of it! So that this year I can accomplish my mission to do full Taraweeh prayer! Because for the past previous Ramadan I don’t feel like I am satisfied with myself. I could feel something missing even though last year I had Ramadan, I meant the whole Ramadan I was with my family. Everyday I broke fast with my family. And this year, I haven’t had any iftaar with my family yet since 1^st of Ramadan. WOW KAN ?? Padahal duduk Malaysia je pun hahaha. Takde sepatutnya the sentence is like this: Padahal KL je pun. JB-KL bukan jauh no. HAHAHA. WADEVER.

 What is the most precious thing that I can feel deep inside is that, I can feel this year I'm having a very quality Ramadan. I cut myself from going iftaar outside so frequent or even go to bazaar and instead, I used to join the iftaar that the surau’s people provide. Even though they don’t provide food with lots of lauk but you know, super amazingly, those foods that they provide can make me full until the next sohoor. I remember if one of my senior used to told us that, even if you ate only a little food but could make you feel full then, be know that there is barakah inside and if you ate loads of foods but still couldn’t make you feel enough, then, double check , there might be no barakah in it. Allahu.

  This holy month is a month where every each of human is seeking for a barakah in every single thing they do. It is not taking things for granted though, it is what we called taking an opportunity in a good way. I meant, people might think I’m going for a free food to save my budget, but you know.. Actually, it’s the barakah and humble feeling that I seek for. I want to feel how do Ramadan’s spirit feels like. I tried my best not to miss Taraweeh’s prayer jamaah everyday (I had missed 2 times already so far LEWLSS).  I love to remind myself what if this year is the last year of me meeting Ramadan, the holy month and the very special guest for all Musleem.

May we passed our Ramadan with getting forgiveness from the almighty, Allah S.W.T which is that’s the main aim of Ramadan. This is a really truly a great opportunity for us since the Jannah doors are open as wide as it can be and in a meanwhile, the Hell doors are closed as closed as it can be. It’s an opportunity guys! An offer made by the great creator that only last for a month! Remember Ramadan isn’t about foods, baju raya, starving and thirsty only. It’s all about to see who are we actually and how strong our Iman is an how bad our nafs can be!     

Sekian Wabillahit Taufiq Wal Hidayah , Wassalmualaikum Warahmatullah Hiwabarakatuh dari Ostajah Sepiaaa ~

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