THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED ON 5 SEPTEMBER 2016 BUT I'VE MISSED IT AND IT WAS KEPT LONG IN MY DRAFT.



Hello !

After busying myself doing my things, only today I really have a free time to continue blogging hooray :) I've been missing my legit 'virtual diary' like, so damn much! So today, Imma write, not a long post, just to share my thought and maybe inspiring you guys with my life experience? I hope it helps some of you that might be standing in the same shoes of mine *mine is 4* k tu iklan jap

So basically right now I should already be in my university but due to some technical problem (ceh), I'm gonna go back on the next Friday. Okay back to the real main point here. Guess what ? I'm doing accounting now. So surprise is it? The one with a pure vision *ceh, pure lah sangat doh* wants to be a doctor, to be specified, an obstetrician, in the end changing her life direction into accounting field? Wow. Yeah, to be honest I am somehow frustrated with this decision but I believe, this is my fate, the best choice for me. I've given so many clue in my dreams that I wouldn't be a doctor that's working in a hospital. But, every time I dreamed things like that, I used to think that real life would turn out in the other way. And now, I'm stepping on a bitter reality that I should've been aware in the first place. But, it's fine. I'm okay btw ?

The one dream that I really remember until this freaking moment is that, there was one day I was with the lab coat and the stethoscope, standing in a hospital watching peoples. I was supposed to do something but I don't know why, I barely couldn't do even a thing! That's extremely weird because all I could do was just standing and doesn't do anything that I should've done. Haha. Maybe it was a sign to me.

Let bygone be bygone. Come on! Let's do this. I cannot see what myself would be in 5 years ahead. I still can feel like I'll end up become a doctor but, it's something that is impossible already for now *If by chance there's any other opportunity?* haha. No way girl.

I'd like to say thanks to Hanif and Ivy especially. At least they helped me to choose a good course other than MBBS *I know they won't read this but whatever*. Well I never planned a back up plan for the worst case. All I know was by hook or by crook, I must enter MBBS. Nah. We must have contingency planning in our life ye adik adik. Don't be like me. But I'm lucky enough to have friends that are supportive! So yeas. Pray for seketul Sepia to continue her degree life in Accounting! Perhaps I can survive well. Perhaps I can go through my 3 years of degree studies well. Perhaps ada orang nak kawen dengan aku time tengah belajar. Kot kot lah jadi motivasi ke HAHAHAHA k tak. TIPU JE kbye




But now one of them is reading -.- I die now kbye




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