UPDATE:
Time          :   0008
Place          :   Room 322, Block A1, MAHSA University, SPC
Mood         :   :')

"Beg for the wrong person to stay yet give choices to the right person, whether to stay or left". I am clueless by this sentence that I saw in twitter; it's my friend's tweet. I meant.. It is really relatable with what had just happened today. I know, I've been thinking a lot, I've been so overthinking, over frighten over something that is not yet happen. I am now realized why I have that sad soul.

You know, people comes and go. But, I always came to someone's life when they're totally broken, fucked up and down. It is just, I was there when they are in their worst. You can always say I came at the wrong time and you know, for million times, they said to me "I wish I knew you earlier". I am used to that kind of sentence. But. Sad thing over all, they finally left when they found new happiness. They left me their sadness. I am always being a sad soul because I carry the longing and memories that I gave to the broken one. I picked their fallen pieces but in the end what they did was tearing up my own pieces. I think that is the reason why I HATE knowing new people, it's always me that come to someone else's life when they are at their worst. Yes, it is always me.

I find beauty in their sad souls. I fell for that beauty that I always feel people that left them are stupid. But, in the end my pointing finger point back at me. And yes, it is always me that become their choices, not a priority. And yet always hoping to become someone's princess that they afraid of losing. Maybe, I ditched them all when I found someone's broken. Yes, in the end, I am the mistake. I made mistake. I always am.

Good Night ;')

by: 0023

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