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Today's Journal (30/4/2017)

Sunday, April 30, 2017 @ 03:26:00 | 0 Comment [s]

UPDATE:
Time          :   0313
Place          :   Room 322, Block A1, MAHSA University, SPC
Mood         :   :')

Hey, it's 30 April 2017. If I am still with my first boyfriend, this date would marked us being together for 6 years :) But, it was ended somewhere on 2012. So I was just finished my 'work-out' but yeah can't feel like sleeping. Too fresh already LMAO. So what I was doing was.. I'm reading back a diary that I wrote everything about someone I loved too deep. There was moments that I cried, I laughed, I smiled.

I'm sorry. Whenever I feel hurt, I reread something that makes me happy again. I reread something that could makes me feel, I was once being prioritized by someone that I could say 'half-mine'. I could feel the real feeling of 'owning'. At least. I'm sorry for always keep myself being longing for someone that I couldn't have him back;forever. Sorry that I can't yet move on. Sorry that I somehow have the feeling that I wanna have all of you with me. It just that I can't do that.  I was hoping/am still hoping you can replace him; but. Never mind. I'm already broken and I want you to know I am okay if I have to back off someday; I realized the fact that you aren't mine. I'm sorry if I always talk about him. I love to tell you how he makes me feel.



Good Night ;')

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